No one gives a fuck.

I care, too. I know it must feel like no one does, or you wouldn’t say it. I’d love to listen if you want to talk; drop me a line at carin@uoguelph.ca or AIM yoursemaphore.

As for feeling happy if you end it, there are two ways to look at it, in my view. Either there’s no God or afterlife and then…. well, when you die, there’s nothing at all. So you can’t “feel” happy. You can’t feel that relief you want so badly. You have to be alive to feel it.

But myself, I believe in God…. so I believe in a Heaven and Hell. And I believe that God can help you through so that you’re living an abundant life here on earth. He loves you and wants a relationship with you – and he died to get you to a safe place called Heaven, but only if you trust Him to get you there. Someday. Not now. So you’d have to think – if you die now, where would you go? It’s a sobering question and one I hate to ask people to think about because, well, it’s uncomfortable. But it bears asking when you’re facing death.

Hope to hear from you. We can chat about anything or about nothing, and we don’t have to talk about anything you don’t want to (including religion).