who else just feels like they dont belong in this world? you just know it…no matter what you do or how hard you try youre so fucked up inside that no psychologist drug pill or anything can make you feel better…not for long… or make you feel like you belong somewhere when youy clearly dont i just cant understand anything anymore not the people everything that happens and neither myself i should just kill myself now but im coward im scared and i cant hide that so i just have to be strong enough to do it or getting used to the idea of living in a world where i dont belong and everything will be horrible but still keep fighting even when its worthless just to pretend im doing something more than playing the victim or complaining and all that crap…
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Felt that day, the day I was born…Indigo, and a sensitive. I feel what you feel. I may make the choice to go but I’ve learned to not be a victim. My attitude is to help and be of service and I’ve had many opportunities. As far as staying, I’ve been hammered silly by the energies and…well, you know at some point enough is enough..it’s been 7 years. I’m 40-someone up there has to know that a soul can only take so much. Like a zombie…whew!
Take care.