Is it possible to be attracted to men, but somehow be a lezbian?
Let me go into more detail.
I think I’m bi, well, in all honesty I KNOW I am. I don’t think it’s one of those ‘experimentation’ stages, seeing as I’ve been attracted too girls from when I was like, 5 xD anyway, off topic. Due to past experiences, I can’t trust guys anymore, I hate giving them hugs, I hate when they stand next to me, and now, I freak out being alone with them. I just keep thinking they’re going to hurt me, and I don’t think I could ever date a guy.
I mean, if I find a guy that I really trust, who knows my boundaries and excepts them, and even loves them. Then I guess I wouldn’t have to worry about this, but what if I don’t?
If anyone can help, or even if you just tell me your story if you’ve been/going through this would really help.
Love, from the weird girl who likes guys but doesn’t like guys.
P.S I know the defintion of lezbian is being attracted too girls and only girls, and the fact I still am attracted to guys would conflict with that, but is there anything somewhat like what I am? Putting a label on it for now would really calm me down. (: