Quite proud actually.

So last night, I cut real bad. So bad infact that it was still bleeding this morning, it was a total mess all of my arm was red and I could have done nicely with some stitches. But, after I woke up to sheets of blood, it looked like someone was shot there. I finally realised, I’m going to get help, I emailed my tutor at college asking if I could talk to her in confidence and if it would get out or not and other’s would be involved, apparently the only time it would be nessecary for people to get involved if it was a crime? So, I emailed her again saying I need help from her to get me to see someone about this because after 4 years old continuous cutting I’ve reached my peak and I don’t want to continue, It’s not good and it’s not clever. Sometimes, I do like to feel the pain, well actually yes I do like the pain as like most people it’s a release. But, I hate having to wear long sleeve shirts especially how I do dance everyday & it’s becoming rather hot in the Uk recently. So I feel quite proud of myself for asking for help to beat this, anyone agree?