Yeah, I know what love is. I also know what hate is. I know that I seem like a fool for believing Trust No One works, but for me it’s all I’ve had. Now, I think it’s why I’m feeling suicidal. Maybe I’m the one who was wrong and I should stick around, but I’m not quite sure how I should. It hurts to stay, hurts to try to leave. I’m tired of disappearing. Maybe I should take the advice everyone here gives me. It hurts though. It hurts so badly. I don’t know how to stick around without hurting people. I want to stay but I want to flee. I’m scared. There. I said it. I’m scared!
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I feel what your saying, it’s like your reading my mind in a way.
What you need to remember is that its your life no one else’s and its your choice on what you make of it.
Respect.
Yes it hurts, I know that. I don’t know what reason I can give you to stay, because in the end thats also the reason why I’m here. But you love, you hate, you’re alive. After all they did to you. That means there’s something in you, fighting against the odds.
I don’t know what to tell you, because I don’t know all the circumstances. (lol maybe I suck at helping others, but idk). However, I’m happy to see you reconsider. And I understand that you’r scared. But that can’t stop you from living your life. Do thing that make YOU happy, even small things like taking a shower, eating pizza or whatever you like.
You should also try to get professional help, like a therapist or something. You said somewhere that you don’t have the money for it but I’m sure there are people or organizations which can help you, or maybe redirect you to someone who can. Someone who can help you deal with your memories. Maybe try to talk to a close friend again. insist an your right to be heard and believed.
I know you’re strong enough. And your not alone, there are plenty of people here online who suffer from similar situations. I’m willing to help you in any way I can, so if you feel like showing me your demons:
aegis.of.dusk@gmail.com
I won’t turn away, it’s just demons!
Just want to say I’ve seen your post.
Stupid comment “is awaiting moderation”
Probably because I included my e-mail
Should have learned from other posts to add spaces or something lol
razor wire, if you have a facebook add me. The email for it is forbiddenlovers23@yahoo.com
If you don’t we can talk on hotmail or yahoo or somethin’
Sorry I have no facebook. Neither do I have yahoo or hotmail; no such means of communication actually, normally I try to avoid talking to people.
I’ll try the e-mail thing again for now:
aegis . of . dusk @ gmail . com (without spaces)
I don’t know where you live but I live in Switzerland so if you from the US you have to consider a time difference of like 7 hours.
I’m from the U.S. and alright. I don’t have a gmail though. >.<
ok…
maybe I have to take a look at yahoo….
life should have an inbuilt messenger.