A couple days ago my ex girlfriend dumped me. She only wanted to be friends. I just want someone out there to hold, hug, kiss, talk to and LOVE. I’ve been rejected by about 4 girls so far and I have no hope of finding someone else. Just ending it all would be so good. It would be so good to just sleep forever and not wake up one day. I am just scared of going to hell. Well staying alive and feeling depressed is pretty much the same thing so why wait? I don’t eat or sleep good so everything is getting worse. I cried for her today the first time. I just don’t know what else to say. I want someone for my own.