A couple days ago my ex girlfriend dumped me. She only wanted to be friends. I just want someone out there to hold, hug, kiss, talk to and LOVE. I’ve been rejected by about 4 girls so far and I have no hope of finding someone else. Just ending it all would be so good. It would be so good to just sleep forever and not wake up one day. I am just scared of going to hell. Well staying alive and feeling depressed is pretty much the same thing so why wait? I don’t eat or sleep good so everything is getting worse. I cried for her today the first time. I just don’t know what else to say. I want someone for my own.
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and you want someone to talk you out of it?
Doesn’t matter. I probably won’t end up killing myself but I just have the feeling ya know.
Dude you met 4 girls in a couple of days? Where in the hell are you meeting them? Are you still in highschool?
hey i’ve been there too. me and my bf brendaan dated 11 1/2 months and then he left. it gets easier. at first i couldnt eat and i would wake up in the middle of the night. i slit my wrists like crazy. that was back in october.. january 29 a guy from schoo let me know he liked me and we started dating and he makes me happier than brendan did. these things just take time. i suggest you don’t get into any relationships too soon because i tried that also (a week after the break-up) and then realized how much i still loved brendan and had to end it because i just wasn’t ready.
been there…. never once was any guy worth the pain, only wants to be friends…. seems like its impossible to find a guy that will treat me right and not have to worry about the hurt or anything at all. for me its gettin so bad that i barely eat anymore, and now thats fucking with my antidepressan which btw doesnt do a damn thing for me.
No I did not meet 4 girls in a couple of days. I met them throughout my high school career. I graduated 2 years ago. Thanks for the comments.