I cut again tonight. worse than ever before. the blood dripped down my arm and i just looked at it. it was an accident i swear. i had no one to talk to, i dug the end of the razor into my skin i didn’t think it would rip skin. it never used to. i dragged it across and let go. then the blood trickled down my arm. i feel so lost. somebody shout at me, tell me i’m an idiot. please ?