Hi there, I’m new here, so I guess I’ll just sum up my story..
I’ve had depression since I was a child, and have been attempting suicide since I was about 11. I’ve opened up to a few people who were close to me in my life, but they have either left me after that, or told me I just need to grow up. I’ve even told my mother how bad it was and that I need help, but don’t know how to go about it, but she just sighs and tells me to stop expecting her to do everything for me. Currently, I have no friends, no boyfriend, my family does love me but refuse to listen to me, no job, and come May will have no where to live. I’m stuck and hopeless, and know now that this is finally the time where I’ll get the courage to end it all. I am a wonderful person, and I know I have so much potential, but I just have made a lot of mistakes in my life, and that’s all anyone ever wants to see. I’ve been living in a never-ending black hole my whole life that I just can’t get out of, no matter how hard I try, or how happy I try to be. I just wish someone could have listened to me before it was too late.