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Today, the big day. Bye.

by NihilisticThought
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Well, I finally got a gun today. I was going to wait till next month to do it, but why bother?

I was going to write notes to the people I love, but why bother?

Once I’m gone, I’m gone, no time to look back.

At 10PM (3 hours from now) I’m driving over to the ass-cheap motel nearby and calling the cops. When they knock on the door, boom, I’m gone.

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31 comments

blackqwert 4/12/2011 - 7:00 pm

Why bother?

Madmax 4/12/2011 - 7:24 pm

Don’t do it man, you will clal the cops and regret it, and then if you live you will go to a ward, and trust me they aren’t fun!

Open Diary 4/12/2011 - 7:42 pm

Fuck. D: no way. I wish I could stop you.

hopetodie 4/12/2011 - 7:44 pm

im going to die from a gun shot through my heart

blood doll suicide hand 4/12/2011 - 7:49 pm

its after 1 this person should be dead now by what this says

Silent Screamer 4/12/2011 - 7:50 pm

I wish I could stop you.

But, you’re doing that in a few.

So many people will miss you.

Even if they think they will be better off when you are gone.

Just leave.

Leave the state.

Escape your problems.

Just please..

I’m begging you with all my heart.

Just please.

Don’t.

Email me: feelthesame9991@yahoo.com

blood doll suicide hand 4/12/2011 - 7:51 pm

nm i read wrong do it now where u r…………. bloody mess to clean skin to collect……… im blooddollsuicidehand or 2fat4you

NihilisticThought 4/12/2011 - 7:56 pm

2 Hours.

blood doll suicide hand 4/12/2011 - 7:58 pm

y wait instead of writing notes carve thier names into your skin to honor them in your life it be the last image theyll have of you

blackqwert 4/12/2011 - 7:59 pm

Really blood you need to talk?

blood doll suicide hand 4/12/2011 - 7:59 pm

boy or girl? boy right? where r u going to shoot yourself?

blood doll suicide hand 4/12/2011 - 8:00 pm

na

blackqwert 4/12/2011 - 8:01 pm

I tryed *****.
Last time

blood doll suicide hand 4/12/2011 - 8:02 pm

well try spreading your buttcheeks so i can go all in

NihilisticThought 4/12/2011 - 8:03 pm

I’m a guy. I don’t cut, despise the idea.

Going to blast my head.

blood doll suicide hand 4/12/2011 - 8:06 pm

me too i cut though i love it………………lets hump though before u die

blackqwert 4/12/2011 - 8:07 pm

Blood your a ***** to talk about

blood doll suicide hand 4/12/2011 - 8:08 pm

about what?

blood doll suicide hand 4/12/2011 - 8:09 pm

qwert your butt gets rawer then a hookers coot

NihilisticThought 4/12/2011 - 8:11 pm

Well, have fun messing around here.

I’m leaving.

blackqwert 4/12/2011 - 8:12 pm

In U.k OR U.S?

blood doll suicide hand 4/12/2011 - 8:13 pm

both

blackqwert 4/12/2011 - 8:15 pm

Never pay

Madmax 4/12/2011 - 8:33 pm

He’s gone everyone.. I just talked to him on MSN…

:,(

blood doll suicide hand 4/12/2011 - 8:38 pm

he did it? i guess i made an influence he did say two hours

Madmax 4/12/2011 - 8:44 pm

I guess he just was tired of waiting..

blood doll suicide hand 4/12/2011 - 8:46 pm

yeah i am too

Madmax 4/12/2011 - 8:47 pm

I hoped him the best.. all I could do.

hugobadmf 4/12/2011 - 10:36 pm

Damn!!!

scarswithmarshmellows 4/13/2011 - 6:36 am

Huh, I actually liked his posts on here. It’s too bad that he’s gone but really, that’s kind of what this site’s for.

Tiffany 4/13/2011 - 7:56 am

You do know that gun shot to the head is really risky, most people end up paralyzed or brain damaged.

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