I think tomorrow may be the day…
I ‘m not sure.Â
I mean, tomorrow is as good as a day as any, right?
I’m just sick of waking up every morning and another peice of who I am is gone.
When will the pain stop?
I am beginning to think life is not about enjoying the “good times.”
It is about surviving the “bad times.”  What kind of a life is that?
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Tomorrow is as good a day as any, sure.
But why? Let us hear what’s bothering you, maybe you’ll feel better when you talk to someone who understands.
I…I hate myself. Life has lost all its appeal. I am just so lost and neck deep in pain and depression, I don’t even know where to begin.
You know, if you need to open up in private feel free to contact me at
nihilistthought@gmail.com either e-mail or MSN.
I sometimes feel desperate too. I know the feeling. I’m very much considering suicide, but I’m holding it off. I’m hoping maybe it will go away, and I wish you could do the same.
Would you like to talk about it?
You know, if you need to open up in private feel free to contact me at
nihilistthought (@) gmail (.) com either e-mail or MSN.
I sometimes feel desperate too. I know the feeling. I’m very much considering suicide, but I’m holding it off. I’m hoping maybe it will go away, and I wish you could do the same.
Would you like to talk about it?
I started a blog today. A real one. My life sucks so bad it is better than any fxxx’d up reality show. I also hate having to live. Strangly, after making the blog, it made me feel pretty darn good. I called the first blog entry the first day of the rest of my life. I guess this is like a blog too. But, for some reason doing the long blog style was somehow uplifting. Maybe you can try that too?
Opening up might be a good idea. If not to us, then to someone in your “real life.” I guarantee there is someone out there who will care enough to listen to you and help you.
@Nihilistic – I am so happy to see that you are reaching out to help others even in your own pain. I hope that you will show yourself the same love you are showing to others, and if the time comes when you are feeling too low, you will reach out for help.
You can e-mail me too, if you’d like. My e-mail is carin@uoguelph.ca.
Blackbird, I am praying for you. I’ve been in an anxious and depressed state where it seemed like life was not worth living. Many of us here have. Please know that you are not alone and that you don’t have to end your life. Your life can get better. Inch by inch you can make your way out of the desert, and then see to it that you help others out of theirs.
I believe in a God who loves you and made you who you are. He sees your hurt and he wants to heal you. He offers you an answer to your loneliness, which is an intimate relationship with him. Please consider that He thought you were worth saving – he died on the cross so as to save us all from what we have done wrong, and promise us a hopeful life now and eternal life in Heaven, but only if we trust in him. I’d love to talk with you more about that or you can check out knowgodpersonally.org.
No matter what you believe, I hope that you know you are loved by us and cared for, and that you are worth fighting for. Your life is worth fighting for. If you need someone to listen without judgment, just to talk about anything you like, e-mail me or probably anyone on this site. Just don’t give up on yourself. 🙂