feels like a lifetime ago that i thought everything was so nice and simple… truthfully it was more like 3 years ago.
who knew that life could be so stressful, how every tiny aspect of you life could make your hair fall out.
how you’d spend so much time on things that ‘dont matter’ that you’d forget to spend time on the things that did.
who knew there was a place where people could anonymously talk about hating life. i can tell you i didnt.
who knew that you’d reach a point where you had no great friends, and had to bottle every thought and feeling up inside.
who knew that the best people in your life could just forget you, leave, or pass away
i lived in a little bubble of safety and i loved it.
this place has made me mad. every day more confusing and stressful that the last.