Who i am

I lie

I cry and hurt

I feel pain and smile at times

I love and I lose

I wish and I fail

I’m 17 in a month

I’m a female

I’m suicidal

I cut and I take pills to make me sleep all the time

I care…

I hate myself

I hate who I am

I have been beat up

I have had boyfriends cheating on me

I have been threatened and hurt for not doing what I was told.

They taught me not to speak unless they tell me to

They taught me to do what they say

I was forced to have sex my first time and many times after

I was forced to do certain drugs

My ex’s put bruises on my arms, legs, chest, neck, and face.

My cousin helped.

I am afraid to be with someone

I am afraid to be alone

I know i am worthless

They told me so.

I know I am ugly

I know I am fat and I am not going to eat until I am satisfied with how i look..

yaeh..