I cry and hurt
I feel pain and smile at times
I love and I lose
I wish and I fail
I’m 17 in a month
I’m a female
I cut and I take pills to make me sleep all the time
I hate myself
I hate who I am
I have been beat up
I have had boyfriends cheating on me
I have been threatened and hurt for not doing what I was told.
They taught me not to speak unless they tell me to
They taught me to do what they say
I was forced to have sex my first time and many times after
I was forced to do certain drugs
My ex’s put bruises on my arms, legs, chest, neck, and face.
My cousin helped.
I am afraid to be with someone
I am afraid to be alone
I know i am worthless
They told me so.
I know I am ugly
I know I am fat and I am not going to eat until I am satisfied with how i look..