Hey girl havent heard from you in a while. What about those people that replied to your other posts on here and said they lived near you didnt any of them work out?
Hey GI, I’m still chained to the east coast, but I keep thinking any minute I’ll just start the car and drive west. You’re in SF, right? I have this idea of driving to the golden gate bridge to see if anything saves me before I get there.
Hey scooby- where in the east coast are you from? Man I’m debating about just jumping off the bridge. Even though I’m hella scared of heights. I feel like I have no other options right now. Nothings getting better. Everyday is just another day of misery and pain.
I’m seriously running out of options. Ive had so many people on this site and other sites that I’m lucky I live in SF cuz the bridge is right there. Any many people on this site have told me that they’re actully planning on coming to sf just so they could jump off the bridge. I actually have more guts to hang myself than jump off. I wish someone could just push me off so it would save me the trouble of doing it myself.
@noom – That movie is the best documentary I’ve ever seen. That guy… the one with the long hair… he’s my hero. What a way to go.
@Moe – according to the documentary it’s a little of both. The impact smashes you up pretty bad (probably knocks you out) & then the current sucks you down. Very few survivors.
@GI – yah it would be freaky living there in the shadow of the greatest suicide spot on earth. I’m bad with heights too. But when I get real nutso suicidal I’ll do anything.
I’m just outside of Philly. No good suicide spots here. But at least there’s the ocean.
Do you have friends? I always pictured SF as a bright friendly town where you just hop on a streetcar & have rice-a-roni with total strangers 😛
If you can hang out w some friends …even casual friends or ppl you don’t know too well… maybe that’ll help you? It sounds like you’re in a real bad rut, and usually the only thing that can get out out is some external influence. Real life people to talk to. Or have you exhausted that possibility?
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Hey girl havent heard from you in a while. What about those people that replied to your other posts on here and said they lived near you didnt any of them work out?
Hey GI, I’m still chained to the east coast, but I keep thinking any minute I’ll just start the car and drive west. You’re in SF, right? I have this idea of driving to the golden gate bridge to see if anything saves me before I get there.
Hey scooby- where in the east coast are you from? Man I’m debating about just jumping off the bridge. Even though I’m hella scared of heights. I feel like I have no other options right now. Nothings getting better. Everyday is just another day of misery and pain.
I’m seriously running out of options. Ive had so many people on this site and other sites that I’m lucky I live in SF cuz the bridge is right there. Any many people on this site have told me that they’re actully planning on coming to sf just so they could jump off the bridge. I actually have more guts to hang myself than jump off. I wish someone could just push me off so it would save me the trouble of doing it myself.
When you jump from a bridge what will kill you first, the impact on water or drowning in water?
u seen the bridge movie documentary
@noom – That movie is the best documentary I’ve ever seen. That guy… the one with the long hair… he’s my hero. What a way to go.
@Moe – according to the documentary it’s a little of both. The impact smashes you up pretty bad (probably knocks you out) & then the current sucks you down. Very few survivors.
@GI – yah it would be freaky living there in the shadow of the greatest suicide spot on earth. I’m bad with heights too. But when I get real nutso suicidal I’ll do anything.
I’m just outside of Philly. No good suicide spots here. But at least there’s the ocean.
Do you have friends? I always pictured SF as a bright friendly town where you just hop on a streetcar & have rice-a-roni with total strangers 😛
If you can hang out w some friends …even casual friends or ppl you don’t know too well… maybe that’ll help you? It sounds like you’re in a real bad rut, and usually the only thing that can get out out is some external influence. Real life people to talk to. Or have you exhausted that possibility?