so today. today may well be the official day. 10.29am. in a few hours i am going to kill myself. got the day off from school for the first time in ages. i don’t ever want to go back. i don’t ever want to see the sunlight again. so… here i am. i guess sitting in this pitch black room gives me comfort. drinking dad’s vodka. sorry dad. i know it was expensive. i know i was expensive. with all the psychologist appointments. all for nothing. . i won’t be an expensive buurden to you anymore. ghdjjjjjjjjj/’
today at 11.00am i will be dead. i have it all ready to go. just gotta finish the vodka……
over and out
open diary.
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Hey OD, if you’re still checking this site, do you want to talk about it? What led you to this point… something at school?
I’m a dropout, and I think it was the smartest move I ever made. It gave me a chance to breathe and experience the world. Maybe you don’t need death, you just need a break.
Your death will be a big burden on those who love you, but yopu are not a burden. The alcohol won’t help you. Please get the help you deserve.
God Bless you