so, ya. i’m a newbie. and, like everyone else, i want to die. i have a good job, a great husband.. but i still want to die. the voice in my head is trying to sabotage all that i’ve worked my ass off for my whole life. so, i’m tempted. tempted to make it better. i have 30 150mg trazodone.. few bottle of liqor.. knives.. razor blades that i’ve hidden from husband, cause he’safraid i’m gunna cut.. we’ll see if tonight’s the night.
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Overdose is never the way to go…it rarely works, in most cases you end up at the hospital with your stomach pumped..slitting your throat? maybe..you can still survive that..which was news to me (: you worked to make that life?…how wonderful..well..you probably don’t want to put if you want to talk email me..natttyyy23@gmail.com (lame i know) it’s always nice to have someone there..at least for a little while..
It sound like you have a lot going for you. I am kinda in the same situation although I am not married but I do have a good job and an amazing family but all I can think of is that I want to die. Before you make any decisions just think about what your death would do to your husband, that is really the only thing that is keeping me alive and keeping the fight in me is my family and what that would do to them so please think about that before you do anything.