Should I continue to please you? Disregarding my own emotional needs. To continue on with this cyclic, self inflicted torture.
Or should I turn bitter, mould my trusting mind into a people despiseing, egotistical, sadistic fool. Who enjoys nothing more than to give others a taste of their own medicine.
Fuck it. Why should I have to decide. My own decieved mind shall create it’s own preference, it’ll decide on it’s own.