they say the good die young and the evil live forever. I never used to believe that until I started putting the pieces together. The ones who treasure their lives and make the most out of It end up being taken away too soon whereas all us suicidal people or even people who are Fucked up Such as Corrupt people or Murderers and molestors live a long life. Maybe I should just “live” my life to the fullest. They say you gotta fake it Til u make it.
Than again.. Who am I kidding. I know I’m going to end up as depressed as I first was. I wish their was an off button I could just press or a time machine where I could go back in time and make sure my parents never met. I feel bad for saying that but there going to be divorced soon anyways. I would have saved them the trouble.
Maybe I should be good and start to value life and than watch it as it’s being taken away from me. Look at me everyone! I love life!!! Woo hoo!!! It’s party time! I can’t wait for a new day. I love waking up every morning. Depression?? Pshhhh… That’s not even a part of my vocabulary. Anxiety? What’s that? Never heard of it!
(sarcasm at it’s finest) am I believable yet??
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I wish it were that easy. I’m speaking for myself. So easy that every step washes it all away. As if it wasn’t there in the first place. A new day is a new step. Sorry for my depressing reply.
I sent you a message on ychat. I lost your email..