My Goodbye
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Looking for answers
I joined this site
And in the darkness
I found some light
I must thank you
For all you’ve done
Your kind words
Were like the sun
They warmed my heart
They let me grow
They gave me strength
When I felt low
You offered your help
You gave good advice
You listened so well
You were all so nice
But all my problems-
They were still there
I could not solve them
They were too much to bear
And so in the morning
When I would awake
I’d see no future-
No path to take
I am so scared
Of what awaits
Will I see fire?
Or those white pearly gates?
But what I do hope
Awaits for you
Is all the happiness
Life can ensue
And now it is time
For me to die
And so this is
My goodbye
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-vmy19-
11 comments
Vmy, what’s up hun? That poem is beautiful, there’s still light in you… don’t give in, please!
I just realized in all our conversations you were helping me. I guess I was so wrapped up in my own problems I never really asked how I could help you. If it’s not too late, I want to try. Let’s just talk about anything, ok? We’ll get you through the day.
First of all, I really hope it’s not. Second, very well done, my kind of stuff.
Thank you and please stay around.
mmmhm;
it’s hard
being all alone.
….Sigh.
what’s up
Dear vmy19
please, write to me directly spain2003@ya.ru
I have read all your postings and it is a case that can be won, truly. I cannot accept that a 15 year old angel like you just hurts herself to that point, when I know for fully certain that everything can be solved in your case.
Just load all the burden on me and let me solve things for you, ok ?
I will be waiting, write me now, as soon as you see this. Put away all self-destructive plans.
I wrote the books in Spanish, but I write in English, French, German, Italian, Russian, etc, but not in all of them at the same level.
hugs
Hey vmy, you can’t leave without first letting me hear your music. Please tell me you’re still with us.
this actually made me cry, hope your still around.
vmy19, no this can’t actually be your goodbye. 🙁 You’re too young to die. Don’t go yet. You really helped me the first time we talked. Please stay alive for a little while longer.
Sorry for making you all worry and stuff. I am still alive. It didn’t work…
Thanks for your kind words though.
Vmy, thank you for being alive!! Are you ok physically? Are you ok emotionally?
I got to thinking–seriously I’m not just saying this–you are far too exceptional to leave this world. For a 15-year-old to be such an “old soul” with such wisdom & insight, you are a true wonder. I know it must make life unbearable for you at times. But please try to pull through these rough times. We’ll help you.
You’re so young to be in pain, I wish I could do something to help your mind, or to be there with you.
Hey sweetie, I just found your poem. I hope you’re alright…It’s 2014..wow. I hope you’re alive!!!! 🙁