I decided not to take the pills

Tonight I got 10 pills ready to take.  Just for a night long sleep.  I had an okay night I guess.  People made me happy today.  Friends I thought I didn’t have.  Maybe I really don’t have them though, maybe they’ll hurt me just the same.
Well I hope things get better for me(selfish but true comment).  I’m tired of feeling like I want to die all the time.
Well anyways, anyone wanna talk? Anyone wanna fb me or text or anything?? I’m a bit lonely since its so early in the morning….