I hate life. Everyday I feel more like a loser who wont amount to anything. I just wished something good would come my way or just end it before I become even more depressed. But I write this in hope of communicating with others like minded and similar. To know that I am not alone! Boredom will become the end of me I believe. I just hope this maybe my ticket to life. I don’t know maybe I’m just here to whine and complain. Thats what I always do. I never do anything responsible or productive. My life is a wasteland. I can’t even become the woman I want to be. I know I can’t. It’s hard. Remember the lies feed to you by adults saying that you can be anything you want to be? Well thats just isn’t true. You can only be something your body and mind will let you be. Meaning your intelligence or lack of will only get you so far. I know I am not smart nor strong. Which puts me in a very big disadvantage of finding a good job. Or becoming anything in life.
I do not want to talk about how depressing my life is or was. I do not want to talk about how I tried to commit suicide numerous times or how I cut myself. Instead I want to try to confess all I have to confess. And try to work on my self to be the best person I can be. I just want my voice to be heard. I want others to know that you’re not alone. And we can ultimately make it through. If I can anyone can. I am a loser through and through but hope to become a winner someday.
Edit that I will talk about those things but in due time.
5 comments
hey,
Life is what you make it. You get as much as you give. You not useless, If you can think and feel you deserve life.
i have never had anything and it doesnt matter. if your not in the game you cant win.
Choose life or death, they both dont matter
I decided i want both, try my hardest to achieve until my family dies and then i can feel not guilty for reckoning anyone elses life.
Think what u need to be happy, than do whatever it takes, murder,thievery,drugs anything. then get to a place u want to be.
Use your legs and your brain and try achieve whatever you want.
What do u have to lose, your ganna die anyway
get off your arse a change the world.
There is no point to life expect the way you point.
does reality exist if u dont exist
I’m sorry you feel useless. Believe me, I know how you feel. I am the most inactive animal rights activist there is. Here I am in this horrible world, a place where others are tortured every minute of every day, and I sit and cry about it and plan my end instead of putting my energy toward helping those that are so desperately in need. Maybe if I wasn’t such a lazy f*** I wouldn’t feel so hopeless. But, unfortunately I am a worthless a**. At least I can finally admitt it.
Just being a animal activist is enough, What can u do. Your weak you have to be strong to fight, legally, physically, psychologically all of them. strong
It is hopeless, for every animal that is saved 10 more are tortured.
Just like every kid being abused. All you can do is kill as many of the enemy you can til there to scared to do it anymore. but apparently that is illegal.
personally im all for animal testing. I think i would rather a few animals die then a few humans.
people wont change for along time. Theres nothing you can do, unless you want to go to extremes
I think some fresh outdoor activity would be perfect for you. Your purpose is not to sit down and look at yourself and find holes you can put your finger in. Your mission is to help others. I see no reason why life is not already knocking on your door trying to get your attention. Open the windows, let the light of a new day shine on your eyes, and stop searching for people who can keep you down!