I don’t wanna live, but I don’t want to die. I had a dream last night, a man offered to do a double suicide with me; he takes my life and I take his. But I ran, I thought of the pain and ran. Granted, his offer was swords through the gut but it still makes me think that I don’t actually want to die.
I don’t want to live though either. I don’t want a life to distract from.. I don’t know what. I purposefully shun others because I don’t want to be bothered with other, more exciting lives. What most people consider winning(cash, cars, careers, diplomas, women+men, vacations etc) just bore the heck out of me. I don’t know what I’m looking for, what I’m waiting for.
An adventure that no one’s had maybe? I’ve played one too many video games..
2 comments
Hope you don’t mind me askin how old are you?
nothing wrong with good ol videagames TC
but yea i hate people so i try to avoid them 🙂