okay, im new on this site, so I dont really know how this works. But I just really am in pain right now. I just feel like I wanna die. So much is happening in my life right now. I have tryed to kill myself four times before. And now I feel like doing it again. I have suicide thoughts everyday but today it really felt like an end. I dont really know what to do. Why am I here? Is this life worth living? I dont think so. But if I kill myself I know that my friends are gonna be sad, I dont want them to be. That is acutally the only thing that’s holding me back, that scare me. any one want’s to tell me what to do? I feel so helpless. I dont know, what to do. Maybe it’s better I die.
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if you wante someon to talk you can cadded me using yahoo messenger or live messenger. the email address is anuruddha.fernando@yahooo.com.
Welcome. It’s good that you know you don’t want this. It’s good that you know what you will be leaving behind, that shouldn’t be taken lightly. Want to share a little of your story?