i dont know how much longer i can go….its either hang by extension cord or take pills attach hose to muffler and just fall asleep forever…..i know this would shatter my 11 yr old daughters heart but i believe in time this is best….screw it not like anyone here cares dont know what i was thinking or why i bothered anyone on this site
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I feel like a hyprocite cause the last thing im trying to do is live, but you daughter loves you, have someone to live for. If you go your daughter will be in pain , i dont want the pain to spread just imagine how sad she will be to see you go, you dont want to see her sad, do you?
I feel the same as I think you should hang in for your kid.
I personally believe you really should be there for her because when the time comes she really needs you be not there. I don’t know whats wrong in your life but if you want you can anytime email me anuruddha.fernando@yahoo.com. I am there to to listen.
Think of it again when she becomes a teenager she will go through a lot of hardship and as I see alot teenagers tend to get depressed at early stages of live and commit suicide. Would really like to encourage the love of your life whom you raised for 11 years to do the same. imagine she would suicide how would you feel? I believe you can hang on. Keep it UP!!!! Cover yourself with LOVE!
I have to say you obviously do not realize that if you commit suicide you will ruin the rest of your daughters life. Point and simple.