Im scared, because I want to believe in God, but then I think why would God put me in this position? I know now that my life will never be the same, for most people its positive, but for the minority its negative. Thats why I want to end it, its negative and I hate it. I know it will never change, ever.
I’ve never been afraid of death. I don’t have a need to die though. I jus never cared whether i died or not. If i lived today that’d be okay, but i wouldn’t really give a shit if i died today neither. You shouldn’t be afraid of death. But there’s a difference between not being afraid of death and actually wanting to die.
And your right, that’s life. the question is what are you goin to do about it…
Im not afraid of death anymore, Im afraid of the pain and lies I will have to endure and take for the rest of my life. That is something I can’t do sadly. What Im I going to do about it, I hope to end it, Im afraid of it going wrong. Life is so cold.
No one knows? Well, have you tried talking about it?
No one cares? Well, I’m asking right now.
I’m not afraid of death in the slightest. That’s what lets me live life to the fullest. But you should be afraid of how it will affect everyone you are leaving behind.
Yes I did, but that person has cut me out of their life completely now.
I know you care, but its the one who meant the most to me I want to care.
Im not afraid anymore, I know it will affect people around me, but I don’t want to lie and act happy anymore. Thats why Im deciding to end it, not for anyone else anymore but for me. I gave myself to everyone in my life and one by one, I have been hurt and neglected. I just can’t endure anymore pain.
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be scared. its horrible you still live after death. so would we live suicide bodies? you dont end ever if were really all already in hell?
Im scared, because I want to believe in God, but then I think why would God put me in this position? I know now that my life will never be the same, for most people its positive, but for the minority its negative. Thats why I want to end it, its negative and I hate it. I know it will never change, ever.
I’ve never been afraid of death. I don’t have a need to die though. I jus never cared whether i died or not. If i lived today that’d be okay, but i wouldn’t really give a shit if i died today neither. You shouldn’t be afraid of death. But there’s a difference between not being afraid of death and actually wanting to die.
And your right, that’s life. the question is what are you goin to do about it…
Im not afraid of death anymore, Im afraid of the pain and lies I will have to endure and take for the rest of my life. That is something I can’t do sadly. What Im I going to do about it, I hope to end it, Im afraid of it going wrong. Life is so cold.
No one knows? Well, have you tried talking about it?
No one cares? Well, I’m asking right now.
I’m not afraid of death in the slightest. That’s what lets me live life to the fullest. But you should be afraid of how it will affect everyone you are leaving behind.
Yes I did, but that person has cut me out of their life completely now.
I know you care, but its the one who meant the most to me I want to care.
Im not afraid anymore, I know it will affect people around me, but I don’t want to lie and act happy anymore. Thats why Im deciding to end it, not for anyone else anymore but for me. I gave myself to everyone in my life and one by one, I have been hurt and neglected. I just can’t endure anymore pain.