September 21st, 2011by fofo83
Sometimes you don’t quite understand why is life taking you into such a dark place? Sometimes we don’t understand why all these bad things keeps on happening to us! Sometimes we don’t feel complete in the inside. Its like there’s emptiness and loneliness that each and everyone of us have. We have tried anything to fill the voids. At the end of the day you’re just hopeless, you don’t know where to go or even what to do with it. So we start cutting our self, inflict our self with such a pain. A pain the we thought was such better idea than the pain you’re feeling in the inside. We say “no one cares” “no one gives a damn about my existence” “no one will misses me if i was gone” is it TRUE? or is it just your mind play tricks on you? Is it TRUE that death is better than life? if it is, than why isn’t the world empty? why are we still able to hear people talks, cries, laughs.
If death was better than life than why are so many people striving for life? why a lot of them still believe that there will be light at the end of the tunnel? If DEATH WAS BETTER THAN LIFE, then all human being should run after it! Because…that’s not why we were created! I think we were created to rule in this life. Yes, it may not seems so great. You’re failing in your life. But who hasn’t? We all have been rejected, booed out, spit out and cussed out before. But that doesn’t mean that we are worthless, useless or meaningless. We just have to dig deep enough into our soul and find the TRUTH, THE REAL answers for our life. I used to wished DEATH upon myself. The idea of dying was more appealing to me, than living. But, then i found life. I changed my thought process. I started to appreciate things in my life, even the smallest one. WAS DEATH BETTER THAN LIFE? the answer in NO! Living is better. You just have to forgive yourself for trying to attempt DEATH, and FORGIVE those who hurts you! Those who did you wrong, those who planted the hatred seeds into your life. If you close your eyes in the quietness of your own room, you’ll be able to see things that will bring you hope in life. You would be able to life more clearly. 5 minutes of quietness will do. Once a day. Everyday.
So is DEATH BETTER THAN LIFE? my answer is NO! stop dying and start living. Life is such a wonderful thing, you just have open your eyes and seek. It was said before…”Seek and you’ll find” “Knock and the door will be open for you” “Ask and you shall receives”