I just can’t do it anymore. I can’t deal with my sister’s depression and suicide attempts, I can’t deal with my overprotective parents, I can’t deal with being imprisoned in this house all the time, I can’t deal with all of my dreams being shot down over and over again. I’ve tried so hard to optimistic and strong, but I can’t do it anymore, I’m tired of being strong, I can’t do this by myself. I’ve managed to stay strong for a few months, I’ve just completely broken down tears, I’m at a loss. I can’t stand living here anymore, but I’m on an island in the middle of nowhere and have nowhere to go. I haven’t thought ‘I wish it would all just end…’ in such a long time but I’m starting to wish it again and it’s scaring me. I’m tired of being told to be mature and suck it up, I just can’t do it anymore. I know the world doesn’t revolve around me, but it’d be nice to have something go right again. I love my family but they’re driving me to depression and suicidal thoughts, I just feel like the only option is to move out…. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I feel alone, hopeless, and sad. Someone please help me.
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It seems your problems are generating from you living at home with your family, so it sounds like the best thing to do would be to move out.
There are lots of people who feel exactly as you do, including myself, so don’t feel so alone.
If you need someone to talk to you can send me an e-mail: bittersweet495@yahoo.com
I got away from my family and their problems and God knows I’m ten times happier. I’ve learned, though, that no matter how far you run those problems are always there. But now that my minds clear I can fix it all. Sometimes you have to be selfish and make things go your way. My family problems are worse since I left but like I said I’m ready to take them head on now. You need to give yourself a break every now and then.