I was caught up in a mundane task today at work, you know the kind, where you aren’t really thinking about what you are doing and your mind starts to wander? I don’t remember what prompted it, but I suddenly felt the darkness close in around me like I was losing my vision. My heart was pounding in my chest and a chilling hot sweat broke out all over me. I couldn’t continue the task because of the uncontrollable shaking of my hands. I felt the tears and there was nothing I could do to stop them. I work in a fish bowl. Eyes of co-worker and the general public couldn’t miss what was happening. I ran. Headed for the bathroom hyperventilating and hid. WTF?!
I want this to END.