I hate how freaking fat I am, I hate that i have to chose between being skinny and having an eating disorder. I hate what I look like. I hate how freaking shallow all this makes me sound, like no on e else has problems, and i want to kill myself over how big my thighs are? really, what a loser.
But then, I can’t kill myself now, because I don’t want anyone to see how fat I am when I’m naked, I’m disgusting. I hate my life.
Why can’t I just disappear and have it all be gone?
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Because we want you around 🙂
When you are gone noone will remember the size of your highs they will remember you. and how large a hole you leave in their lives.
your not the only one i weight myself everyday. i always think im fat and i still am :c i weight 110 and it sucks i hate it >x <
are you a girl or guy? cuz im a guy (16) i weigh 135 just saying
how much do you weigh if you dont mind me asking