so shallow

September 9th, 2011by lost_annie

I hate how freaking fat I am, I hate that i have to chose between being skinny and having an eating disorder. I hate what I look like. I hate how freaking shallow all this makes me sound, like no on e else has problems, and i want to kill myself over how big my thighs are? really, what a loser.

But then, I can’t kill myself now, because I don’t want anyone to see how fat I am when I’m naked, I’m disgusting. I hate my life.

Why can’t I just disappear and have it all be gone?

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