Tonight…

by Kitty 9/30/2011

written by Kitty 9/30/2011

There Is No Stopping Me.

177 comments

Protoryu 9/30/2011 - 7:59 pm

Contact me? Or are we still never speaking?

LeakyRainCloud 9/30/2011 - 8:02 pm

i don’t want you to talk me out of it. not this time.

Protoryu 9/30/2011 - 8:04 pm

Katrina
We need to talk.

Skype me. Something.

LeakyRainCloud 9/30/2011 - 8:06 pm

my mind is made up James.

Protoryu 9/30/2011 - 8:08 pm

I think I deserve a proper goodbye. One last talk after all the shit.

I won’t get into detail about what I did to myself. I just think I deserve a chance to talk to you.

But if you feel like no – then there is nothing I can do.

Just more shit to deal with for me.

X-Boy 9/30/2011 - 8:09 pm

Wow, there’s a leaky rain cloud in the area

it was just sprinkling outside just right now, and yet the sun was fully out. (it was pretty)

Protoryu 9/30/2011 - 8:12 pm

Shutup

X-Boy 9/30/2011 - 8:13 pm

ha sorry,,, i just thought i’d share, cause .. just right after I read the post ,,, it started sprinkling, and i thought *there’s a leaky rain cloud..

kind of like it was a sign or somethin’

X-Boy 9/30/2011 - 8:28 pm

mhmm,,, it may just have been. ,,, hey I’m here too if you need to talk to som1, of course, i too, do not want you to take your Life away like that,

TC 9/30/2011 - 8:53 pm

Damn, I haven’t heard from none of you forever. Where was my goodbye?

It’s funny to think that if I don’t come back to this site I’ll have a legit reason for not coming back. We have to worry about whether or not any of you died. I just might be on deployment… in which I coulda died on, but I sure as fuck wouldn’t of shot myself. Round down range through a wall and BAM! my brains are all over the Marine next to me. And none of you would know… but me being where I’m at and the situation I’m in I can find out about any of you pretty easily. The great thing about having like ten friends in every state

LeakyRainCloud 9/30/2011 - 9:02 pm

i’m sorry but i think i’m going to.

TC 9/30/2011 - 9:03 pm

I don’t think you should

LeakyRainCloud 9/30/2011 - 9:08 pm

i think so.

X-Boy 9/30/2011 - 9:10 pm

ooh,.. hi though

X-Boy 9/30/2011 - 9:11 pm

im just .. chillin’ , listening to some music, you? sup to TC too,

TC 9/30/2011 - 9:12 pm

But I ain’t gonna stop ya. Your a good person, your hearts in the right place so whatever you think is right must be. God knows I don’t what the fuck the right thing is. All I want is for you to be happy and since you’ve said it before there’s not much I can really do on that one I’ll leave the decision making to you.

When I’m at church tomorrow I’m going to pray for you, I think you deserve it.

X-Boy 9/30/2011 - 9:13 pm

the door to my backyard is right behind me, so im just walking in and out … it’s nice outside right now,,,, too bad the neighbor is cuttin’ the gass … super annoying

TC 9/30/2011 - 9:13 pm

Yo wazup X-Boy? What kind of music you listen to?

X-Boy 9/30/2011 - 9:18 pm

right im listening to,

HighEnd – Shisha ,, i posted it up on here the other day,

TC 9/30/2011 - 9:19 pm

Never heard it before. Is it worth looking up?

X-Boy 9/30/2011 - 9:21 pm

yeah i think so, you still here Leaky? jw,,

X-Boy 9/30/2011 - 9:25 pm

good sh!3t or what ?

Protoryu 9/30/2011 - 9:26 pm

YEah she is still there. We are on skype.

TC 9/30/2011 - 9:27 pm

I like Leaky she’s pretty cool

X-Boy 9/30/2011 - 9:31 pm

cool, cool, how is she?

LeakyRainCloud 9/30/2011 - 9:47 pm

she’s teetering on the edge. and has a limited amount of time left.

LeakyRainCloud 9/30/2011 - 9:48 pm

and is talking in 3rd person..

one_day 9/30/2011 - 9:48 pm

@TC don’t worry I’ll stick around. You and me are the rocks you know, bit of crumbling every now and then but still a hell of a monolith

@Pro, u still around or just got yr hands full?

@leaky, tonight don’t last forever…

TC 9/30/2011 - 9:49 pm

I looked that song up and it is chill as fuck…

LeakyRainCloud 9/30/2011 - 9:49 pm

exactly.

X-Boy 9/30/2011 - 9:50 pm

haha, oh yeeaahh

TC 9/30/2011 - 9:51 pm

Dawg, this shit makes me miss the old days man

LeakyRainCloud 9/30/2011 - 9:51 pm

http://youtu.be/JMIHSuKmGKA

good song.

TC 9/30/2011 - 9:51 pm

The fuckin inspiration and shit

X-Boy 9/30/2011 - 9:53 pm

oo shoot missed out on that comment Raincloud … teetering on the edge, wow,, kind of goes witht that HighEnd song …. 3rd person? oo haha i see

X-Boy 9/30/2011 - 9:53 pm

mann, don’t talk about the old days,, you’re makin me emotional now n shiet

LeakyRainCloud 9/30/2011 - 9:53 pm

i think i’ll check out the song.

X-Boy 9/30/2011 - 9:54 pm

i’ll post that HighEnd song on here, tell here to check it on here if she wants

TC 9/30/2011 - 9:55 pm

Man, old days this and the olds that… that’s all they are, just the fuckin old days. You get over em. Well, most of us do anyways

X-Boy 9/30/2011 - 9:57 pm

yeah im already over it

X-Boy 9/30/2011 - 9:58 pm

it was just the song hittin’ me

TC 9/30/2011 - 9:59 pm

Music really makes you guys that emotional? Damn, I just use it to chill the fuck out too.

X-Boy 9/30/2011 - 10:13 pm

haha,, i just listened to that .. Cool song thing for 10 seconds and I x’ed it out =|

How’s Rain now?

one_day 9/30/2011 - 10:57 pm

Ain’t no one stopping you. Just yourself. I know you’re conflicted. Coz of that little sister and stuff… the things that tether us to this earth aren’t all bad.

LeakyRainCloud 9/30/2011 - 11:09 pm

i know. 2 hours. i’m not stopping myself. only waiting.

one_day 9/30/2011 - 11:21 pm

dear, it’s up to you. I just wish you would stop blaming yourself for shit that’s clearly not your fault, and forgive yourself for things that are. Pain is an organism which doesn’t die, just gets passed on. Your pain, when you leave, will be passed on to those you leave behind. Only way to avoid it is to heal the pain, not just pass the fuck.

LeakyRainCloud 9/30/2011 - 11:25 pm

meh. pain is inevitable.

X-Boy 9/30/2011 - 11:44 pm

im back, had to go walk the dog @ the park ,, hi

X-Boy 10/1/2011 - 12:00 am

hey Rain, what are you doing? =|

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 12:05 am

waiting.. to walk the tracks..

TC 10/1/2011 - 12:06 am

Ya ain’t alone on that one…

X-Boy 10/1/2011 - 12:09 am

hey.. want to talk?

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 12:11 am

if i can’t even talk to Protoryu right now.. then i’m fucked.

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 12:12 am

meaning, i have nothing to say.

TC 10/1/2011 - 12:15 am

Don’t gotta talk about him… you guys watch football? Nebraska Vs. Wisconsin GO BIG RED!

X-Boy 10/1/2011 - 12:15 am

yeah,,, to be honest i dont have anything to say either …

X-Boy 10/1/2011 - 12:16 am

na i dont watch sports,,, only UFC

TC 10/1/2011 - 12:16 am

I watch UFC too. My boy’s a UFC fighter. He’s a beast!

LOLfailz 10/1/2011 - 12:19 am

Well, If you do do it then bye leaky…. 🙁

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 12:20 am

bye guys.

X-Boy 10/1/2011 - 12:20 am

Ey Rain want to check out this song? it might help you relax

X-Boy 10/1/2011 - 12:20 am

hey hey hey! hold on

X-Boy 10/1/2011 - 12:21 am

Rain

X-Boy 10/1/2011 - 12:22 am

let’s try to talk .. we dont have to say anything, haha..

X-Boy 10/1/2011 - 12:25 am

please =\

TC 10/1/2011 - 12:26 am

Not cool, Kat

X-Boy 10/1/2011 - 12:27 am

TC can i get your email , i wana send you something real quick

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 12:28 am

sorry tim. at least ya get a goodbye.

“Damn, I havenâ€™t heard from none of you forever. Where was my goodbye?”

TC 10/1/2011 - 12:29 am

timcra24@yahoo.com

TC 10/1/2011 - 12:30 am

I don’t say goodbye. I jus say “Cya round”

TC 10/1/2011 - 12:30 am

or “Til next time” or “Out” or some shit like that but never goodbye

TC 10/1/2011 - 12:31 am

timcra@ yahoo dot com

TC 10/1/2011 - 12:31 am

timcra24@ yahoo dot com

my bad

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 12:35 am

if i believed in an afterlife, i would totally say “later”.

TC 10/1/2011 - 12:36 am

lol I wouldn’t even say goodbye on my death bed. goodbye is a horrible fuckin word. should never be said even if you mean it

X-Boy 10/1/2011 - 12:39 am

Hey check out this song on youtube guys, just type in Panda’s Dream ‘Mia’

X-Boy 10/1/2011 - 12:40 am

and TC i sent you an email

TC 10/1/2011 - 12:41 am

got it

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 12:41 am

well.. maybe there isn’t such thing as a “good” bye. so, i agree..

LOLfailz 10/1/2011 - 12:42 am

TC 10/1/2011 - 12:42 am

your too cool X-Boy. Your name Bob? my best friends name is Bob

TC 10/1/2011 - 12:43 am

Well shit, I sure as fuck ain’t gonna say badbye. Yo, you mind if I ask you got a number Leaky? And do you mind if I call you Kat?

X-Boy 10/1/2011 - 12:44 am

haha na my name isn’t bob though,

TC 10/1/2011 - 12:45 am

Wats your name bro?

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 12:45 am

no number. :/ and i don’t mind.

although it won’t matter soon. sorry. but, just being honest..

X-Boy 10/1/2011 - 12:48 am

i guess im not comfortable sharing my name on here,

Rain do you have yahoo messenger or AIM or something like that ?

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 12:49 am

all i’ve got is skype. and i’m about to get off the computer..

TC 10/1/2011 - 12:50 am

I appreciate you being honest and I thank you for it, but I hate it your honesty. You said you got skype right?

X-Boy 10/1/2011 - 12:50 am

ooo .. damn, going to sleep right ? =)

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 12:51 am

katrina.mau

uhm.. should i lie..?

TC 10/1/2011 - 12:52 am

Can I get your number before you get off? Just incase I get bored one day and I may be the one who needs YOU

one_day 10/1/2011 - 12:52 am

Bit late for lies, Isn’t it?

TC 10/1/2011 - 12:53 am

I agree no point now

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 12:54 am

ha.

X-Boy 10/1/2011 - 12:54 am

i just sent you a request thing, iono you dont have to accept if you dont want too

one_day 10/1/2011 - 12:56 am

Katrina, got something for ya
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nc84Hx2RJMA

X-Boy 10/1/2011 - 12:57 am

Oooo, one_day that sounds nice, thank you for sharing that

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 12:57 am

one_day 10/1/2011 - 12:58 am

that track always comes on my ipod right when I need it

one_day 10/1/2011 - 12:58 am

I’m dancing now to it…

X-Boy 10/1/2011 - 12:58 am

until he starts singing haha

TC 10/1/2011 - 12:59 am

lol

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 12:59 am

i like it. thank you.

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 1:01 am

DAMNIT. i’m allowing myself to be distracted. eff you guys.

TC 10/1/2011 - 1:01 am

lol eff? fuckin funny

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 1:02 am

aha. piss off.

one_day 10/1/2011 - 1:04 am

NO ONE TELLS ME TO PISS OFF. Except my mum. and my kid brother

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 1:05 am

you guys are distracting me. and i’m allowing it. and in enough time it will be too late and i cannot accept that. so, my saying that, i personally feel, is justified.

TC 10/1/2011 - 1:07 am

people seem to throw that word around alot. JUSTIFIED. does anyone really know what it means?

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 1:09 am

to be right.

TC 10/1/2011 - 1:10 am

no means justice was done. justice isn’t always right

TC 10/1/2011 - 1:10 am

JUSTICE LEAGUE! AAAASSSEEEMMMBLE!!!!!!!

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 1:11 am

haa.

TC 10/1/2011 - 1:12 am

more of a Marvel comics fan myself

TC 10/1/2011 - 1:12 am

HULK SMAAAAAASH!!!!!

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 1:13 am

flash.

TC 10/1/2011 - 1:14 am

He’s only so fast because he don’t got the extra weight…

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 1:15 am

and hulk is only, whatever he is because he’s got fucking anger issues.

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 1:15 am

mytheory is.. that flash smokes meth..

X-Boy 10/1/2011 - 1:16 am

MARVEL UNIVERSE ….. here’s a funny story ,,, i was such a Marvel Universe fanatic .. and somehow … at one point i truly believed it was foreals,, like there were people out there with mutant powers …..

TC 10/1/2011 - 1:16 am

I got anger issues and you don’t see me turning green, just light orange

TC 10/1/2011 - 1:16 am

If flash smoked meth then why is his house so empty?

TC 10/1/2011 - 1:17 am

Or not empty but dirty

TC 10/1/2011 - 1:17 am

You tellin me I can’t really fly X-Boy?

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 1:18 am

that. is legit. :]
and i don’t turn green either. so, you crushed my theory.

and again. dream crusher.

X-Boy 10/1/2011 - 1:19 am

hey but you can though, with astral projection, ha

TC 10/1/2011 - 1:20 am

I’m goin to go the top of my barracks and prove all yall wrong. Twenty bucks says I can fuckin fly

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 1:22 am

i’m broke man. but tell me how it goes.

TC 10/1/2011 - 1:23 am

How’d you break?

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 1:24 am

haha.

TC 10/1/2011 - 1:25 am

You try it? Maybe you don’t got the power to fly

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 1:27 am

i would jump off a building to try.

TC 10/1/2011 - 1:29 am

Just so I can fly up and save you. AND CRAVEN SAVES THE DAY, GETS THE GIRL, AND STILL MAKES IT HOME IN TIME TO WATCH THE GAME! WHAT WILL HE DO NEXT?

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 1:31 am

<3 i would guess eat food.
and have a beer.

cause being a hero is tough.

TC 10/1/2011 - 1:31 am

I don’t need to be a hero. I’m already a motivated Marine. I’ll leave that shit to you and whatever power you got

X-Boy 10/1/2011 - 1:33 am

haha i suck at multi tasking .. but in order to fly you need to untap the full POTENTIAL OF YOUR BRAIN MAN

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 1:33 am

Marines aren’t heroes..?

TC 10/1/2011 - 1:35 am

I don’t call myself a hero. I’m a fuckin Marine, I’ll kick Superman’s ass. And I’d still save you if you were falling, go back and kick Superman’s ass again, with you in my arms.

TC 10/1/2011 - 1:35 am

That’s what PCP’s for X-Boy

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 1:36 am

i adore both of those comments.

TC 10/1/2011 - 1:37 am

Is it cool if I call you Bob X-Boy?

X-Boy 10/1/2011 - 1:41 am

yeah u can call me bob ^^

TC 10/1/2011 - 1:43 am

Good to go

And I’d catch both y’all, Kat and Bob. That’s what Marines do, we’re just badass like that

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 1:44 am

tim.. is ohkay if i call you tim?

or timmy? or timothy? 😀

or tim.. how about tim, tim?

X-Boy 10/1/2011 - 1:44 am

laterz maNn

X-Boy 10/1/2011 - 1:46 am

TC 10/1/2011 - 1:49 am

Laterz?

People used to call me TC. In the Marines they call you by your last name. And my moms used to call me TIMMY WIMMY. She still does actually. I dont care what you call me, jus be cool about it.

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 1:51 am

baha. adorable.

TC 10/1/2011 - 1:51 am

I thought people callin me TC was adorable too

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 1:52 am

people call me, Kat, Kitty, Kate, Katrina, Katie, Keke (kate in hawaiian). Hurricane..

TC 10/1/2011 - 1:55 am

You should feel lucky, they named the storm that destroyed prolly the worst city in America after you.

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 1:57 am

i know man. haha. it’s radical.

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 2:02 am

i think i might go for that walk now..

TC 10/1/2011 - 2:02 am

Hellz yea

Hey you still gonna be on in a few minutes? I gotta go call my moms

TC 10/1/2011 - 2:03 am

I can always call her later though. At least tell me your not gonna do anythin tonite…

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 2:05 am

uhm.. go call her.

TC 10/1/2011 - 2:05 am

You said you lived in South Dakota right?

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 2:06 am

mhmm. it’s 1 am right now.

TC 10/1/2011 - 2:07 am

It’s Saturday there then. Kat, I can make you a promise I know I can keep but I need you to hang in there for a while. You think you can do that?

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 2:09 am

it is. and.. ??

TC 10/1/2011 - 2:10 am

I wanna come meet you. I got the money and I just need the leave days to do it. I can go back to Nebraska to see lil bro then roll right on up to see you, no problem. But It’s gonna take a few months before I can get the leave days to go. Meanin I just need you to hang in there.

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 2:12 am

that’s so long. :[

TC 10/1/2011 - 2:16 am

It is but I promise you I’ll make it worth the wait. I don’t know South Dakota too well but I do know northeast Nebraska like the back of my hand. At least I hope I still remember it. I wanna meet you, Kat, I really do. I think you deserve better than what you got now and I wanna give that to you.

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 2:19 am

RAWR. i hate plans. i HATE em. they never work out. :/

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 2:21 am

i can only take things days at a time..

TC 10/1/2011 - 2:22 am

These plans will work out but I need you to stick with them. I ain’t goin no where til December of 2012 so I can stick with my part. I’m tryin to get the fuck off of this island as fast as I fuckin can. I just need you to hang in there, PLEASE baby girl, please just hang in there I can come and I can do something for you even if it’s just buy you a stuffed animal, I’ll do something.

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 2:24 am

you would waste your money to come see me..?

TC 10/1/2011 - 2:28 am

I usually spend my money on bars and my uniforms. I don’t have anything else to do with my uniforms and I’m tryin to cut back on drinking. I also spend money of a girl I kno even though we both kno its not gonna work out. I think it’d be best if i spent my money on coming to see you. It’d be an experience.

TC 10/1/2011 - 2:28 am

I’m goin to see my lil bro anways, and your just about an hour north

TC 10/1/2011 - 2:33 am

It would work out either I come and see you or I go and see james. I’m either goin back home to see my lil bro so I can see you while I’m there.

Or I’m goin to Virginia to see a friend of mine and James lives in Virginia…

TC 10/1/2011 - 2:38 am

Or here’s an idea… What if I did something for both of you

What if I paid for a ticket for one of you guys to go see the other?

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 2:44 am

meh.

LeakyRainCloud 10/1/2011 - 3:12 am

just not gonna do shite tonight.. i guess. TOO late.

TC 10/1/2011 - 3:38 am

Oh well. I gotta go. email me and tell me what you think

timcra24@ yahoo dot com

Protoryu 10/1/2011 - 9:24 am

🙂

Protoryu 10/1/2011 - 9:43 am

:/…………………

TC 10/1/2011 - 12:55 pm

I wouldn’t mind hearin both your thoughts on the idea. I wouldn’t mind doin somethin for someone out there, but I’m goin to need an answer soon

Tonight…

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