my dads got cancer my mum moved away ages ago i have no family at all just me n my dad whos dieing the house is a shit hole. Im skinny n dont eat properly or sleep just would describe it as living just existing n i wana call it a day!! Christmas dosnt exsist for me or birthdays no cake no cards just wanna fall asleep n not wake up. If any1 is like minded add me on msn warehouse81@hotmail.co.uk just havent got the balls to do it on my own
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yes, that’s how it is. that’s why we r here. And it’s not gonna get better. we are all alone after all and that’s what it comes to. it’s your call – do it or stop whining online and focus on living your fcking life. It’s day after day – but it’ll get slightly better if you manage to stick around long enough.
i’m writing this because i also want to kill myself and see how pointless it is. The only reason that I haven’t done it so far is my sense of duty towards my family. But the day is coming and i can feel it.