I’m so done with everything. I’m too damn young for all of this to be happening. I wish it was easier. First, we were going to go to church as a family. My step brother never goes to church with us so he was being a dick about going. My mom started yelling at him and a little later she started crying. I went in there and started yelling at him and then my mom pushed me away. I ran to my room and started crying because now my step dad was yelling. He was calling my step brother a bunch of names and eventually started hitting him. My mom and I decided to leave for church. It was only us and we spent the whole day together even though I wasn’t talking at all. Second, Rest in peace Taylor. A little girl died in a fire over the weekend. She was at her friends house and then a fire started. The mother went into the house and decided to take one girl at a time, she of course took her daughter first.Then Taylor died, in the fire. She was only in 3rd grade. She meant so much to me. Third, not much to this story, just that my best friend is always mad at me. Obviously she isnt my best friend. I dont have any close friends that I can talk to.I have turned to talking to teachers about personal things. Fourth, My boyfriend got kicked out of his house and had to spend the night at my house. He almost committed suicide. But he keeps telling me I saved his life, to me I think he just pussied out on dying. Fifth, Last night there was a fight, and I was right in the middle of it. I got kicked in the lip with a skate (because we were at a roller skating rink) It hurt like a ***** and now I have a fat lip. I had to watch a very good friend get the living shit beat out of her. But hey, she won. This is my shittastic week. You dont need to leave a comment but I really am about to kill myself. I’m sick and tired of the world because it has completely turned its back on me.
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Life has turn it’s back on a lot of people. Poor child who died in the fire. She will rest peacefully. Also sorry about your busted lip that must really have hurt. Hope your friend is doing ok after that fight. Just one shetty weekend isnt the end of the world. I always have shetty weeks. Nothing but straight up headaches. Hypervaliting more than twice a day. Come on just try one more week.
I’m sorry that you has a shitty week. But, if you’re seriously contemplating suicide because of these things? You’re going to get one hell of a surprise when you get into the real world.
That sound like a really bad week but u no not every week is like that. I get really messed up at times. I do stupid things. I hurt myself then I feel worse but I get through just like u will if u give it a go. Dont let this week b the final overall there way better things to come.
@3 amazingly unhelpful comment