I want to pray to god, to give me guidance and strength to continue on, and hope you would join me in my prayer.
I have written both the English and Finish guides because people have ASKED me to! Not because i ever wanted to. It has taken a mentall toll on me difficult to imagine.
Pray that i would somehow recovery from all this mental stress all of this HARD WORK has given me!
Still…thank you god for giving me this great knowledge, wich in the past was only reserved for the chosen and the wise.
But i payed a have price for writing those guides. Lord, give me strength to live now that my task is done…and if it is to die, please let me die with dignity.