This is not just the title of a great movie, but the thought that runs through my mind constantly. I’d be better off dead and just constantly pray that God will agree. Every day is a painful struggle, not a new start. It’s the beginning of MORE pain, disappointment, regret, and dealing with consequences of your failures. Brighter days will not come as long as I’m here on earth. I’m convinced of that, because as long as I’m on earth, that means I’m still alive.
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Last night I just got proof that I’m a complete fuck. My head hurts like a ***** and I’m listenin to everyone call me a complete dumbass
I just hate my life, I have been bullied all my life, life in of itself is meaningless, I have no future, the economy is fucked and I am emotonally distant from my family.
I will end it all on Friday the 14th of October 2011
Peace will come soon.
I’m distant from my family too, I get no fucking respect for a damn thing I do, and I can lose my entire career if I say anything against anyone… But I’m still goin to stick around and keep my head high and strong. I do it for you and everyone else I know. I stick around to make all of you happy. I’ve found my place and I wanna help you find yours.
Do not do it for me, do it for anyone else, but not for me.
I have found my place, it is in death, I will suicide.
Don’t tell me what to do. I like you and I wanna do it for you. It’s either I do it for you or go out and get MAD FUCKED UP again and have everyone tell me how much of a FUCK I am. I see your place living in this world.
Biscuit you can now choose your friend’s now We all get builled. most of us stait or gay.
fat or thin. Youe life you choice. I hope you make it. Give 3 year’s you still feel like shit then maybe.
How bout 100 years
@Dr Dolittle – The suffering will only return, althought it will be harder to do in 3 years time, due to work and wage slavery, dets and shit like that.
I fel like this when i was 15, I was a nihilist and deeply depressed, that nihilism has returned.
I just want to end it all while I have the chance.
Biscuit It’s your life. You choice. England is a cool place. Free heath care. You know what i’m saying. I hope you work it out. B.
@Dr dolittle – Yeah, that will be the day, I know you are trying to cheer me up, but I is really not working, take care anyway.
Word B. Just think it out frist ok. Fool’s rush where?
@Dr dolittle, you mean my suicide, ahh, alright, I will plan somemore.
That your time B.
I’m pissed i mean take not that. Take your time B. Ok.
@Dr dolitttle – Yeah, thanks, I will do it on Friday
@Dr dolittle – Well I am lethargic, so I do not blame you.
By the way, what are you drinking.
What. Is it the 13?
Kronenbourg 1664
@Dr dolittle – It was the 14th of October 2011, by the way an exelant choice of alachol.
I do not drink myself, I am tetotal, I would rather not get atticted to the stuff.
B i say wait. Cause you seem to be a good person. Hold on. Two two more year’s?
@Dr dolittle – I cannot be arsed mate, I just want to die while I have the chance.
I’m where you ate. You life. Your Choise? down to you B? (i say give it time two year’s)
Look so you dont want to come out. Is that what’s it about?
@Dr dolittle – What do you mean?
I am just sick on libing I lack the will power to live, I just want to die, I genuannly want to die.
So who in Family knoow’s?
@Dr dolittle – About what?
Smart ass
You are who you are. B. You can have life. enjoy a life. Movie out frist.
@Dr dolittle – You are right, I am who I am, fuck everyone else, I will enjoy my life.
Word. Thank’s you word’s on my post. B.
@Dr dolittle – I got to get to bed now Dr dolittle, bye.
Work it out B. you be ok. Just move out first Donnie.
@Dr dolittle – I cannot my confiecen is fucked amd I just do not have the will to carry on anymore…I am sorry.
It’sYour life? B. Talk later ok?
@mlive4now:
*Sigh. I must apologize on behalf of the people who decided to hijack your post. Not cool guys, not cool at all.
@umbar WTF. I want to high jack you post.
hey mlive4now
do you really want to die or is there hope left?
Yes, I really do. There’s hope of me “surviving”, but people also have “survived” in a Natzi camp. I want a normal life, fulfillment, joy, etc. not just a struggle to survive.
I have given up hope and want to die.
Umbra_Urboros,
Thanks for the apology. It’s rude to hijack posts, especially when some people are seriously looking for help, answers, and true support. This is NOT a site for jokes and hijacking!
No jokes?
No jokes?