Better off dead

  October 8th, 2011 by mlive4now

This is not just the title of a great movie, but the thought that runs through my mind constantly.  I’d be better off dead and just constantly pray that God will agree.  Every day is a painful struggle, not a new start.  It’s the beginning of MORE pain, disappointment, regret, and dealing with consequences of your failures.  Brighter days will not come as long as I’m here on earth.  I’m convinced of that, because as long as I’m on earth, that means I’m still alive.

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