Can I get any lower then I am? I lost a place to live 4 times this year. every time I live some where I get kicked out all the time and I don’t know why. In the past couple of month I lost 4 places to live. Lost my car and job cause my one roommate got me fired and called the repo people on the car. whats wrong with me. why do every one hate me. My step-dad told me I could come home but now hes talking bought kicking me out and winter is coming, me and my two dogs are going to die. I haven’t ate in three days cause I have no food. I had nothing to drink in two days. Mom says I stole from her and now my step-father (who is from prison) is thinking on kicking me out. what am I going to do? plz tell me what am I suppose to do? Im bought ready to just give up and crawl under a rock and die. siting looking at a bunch of pills thinking on just giving up. nobody cares bought my stupid feelings. as I watch my mom and step-dad throwing my stuff on the ground and looking all through it and taking things that are mine saying that its theirs and I stole it. they took every thing that I had that belonged to my grandmother. Why I’m I so worthless to them and every one I come across, why do they hate me?
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Sounds like your in a bad place friend. I won’t lie, it sounds like your in a shitty place.
I gotta admit, If i was in your shoes I’d feel the same way. Who knows? maybe its the hand we are dealt. Maybe its life simply trying to push you to somewhere else. Maybe towards someone you belong with.
I can’t tell you what your suppose to do. I can’t even begin telling you what you should do. However i can suggest.
Take a deep breath. And empty yourself of emotions for a minute. Grab a piece of paper. Write down the pro’s and cons of what your about to do. what your thinking of doing.
You’ve made it this far, and we both know there is a longer road ahead of us. Its up to you if you wanna keep walking it.
“The sun will come out tomorrow! Bet your bottom something something, the sun will come out, tomorrow!!!!!!”
For serious, you could always go to a shelter. And in the states, I hear there are welfare programs that help you feed a pet. I don’t know where your pets will stay, though. You could always take them to a no-kill shelter or give them to someone who will love them, like a family with kids.
Not sure if it’d be helpful, but I don’t hate you. Nobody’s worthless. I agree with Arashi_kuriyami and Navi. Hang in there. You’re strong enough to make your own path.
I like Arashis comment,
I diary full of poetry is a great outlet and is a great way to look back and reflect on how you where feeling and how you got over it, years later you will read it and spin yourself
i had similar problems in my teens be as good as you can stay with your mum if they will let you find an outlet to get you out of the house everyday and try to meet someone who will just be a friend.
move out after the winter!
thanks every one. All your comments were very helpful. I appreciate it I really do. Thanks