Don’t give up-from leave me alone.

I recently wrote about some of my life(leave me alone), I still don’t let people too close and yes I still push people away and leave most at a distance. I have made some turn arounds but I don’t feel better about me. I live my life the best way that I know how and that’s day by day. I just recently got re-married in June and we have made a good life for us. We both feel the same way about life, but we don’t believe that ending our lives is the answer to our problems. I am not alone, he loves me for me and any more he is the one that I tend to run to when times get tough. Even though I sometimes want to return to that bridge and try again what I started, I also no that its not the answer to my problems.

I said in my last essay that I don’t remember many of my childhood memories of my parents and the good times, I do remember a family vacation that we took to Yellowstone, and that is where I work and live my life today. Life has become and adventure, it is no longer and ending to my problems, everything is always new around me and even though my family doesn’t approve what I do with my life, its not up to them, its my life and I am living it the best way that I know how.

For those of you out there who feel the same way, I really understand. Keep your chin up and don’t let anyone put you down. You can be a strong person,and like myself, someday, I will finally be out of this awful world and be able to leave all my troubles behind. Until then, do what’s good for you!!!!