October 17th, 2011 by savingsarah16

I’m 16 years young.

I’ve had a bad childhood, and it seems that every year, everything gets worse.

I’ve attempted suicide twice.

Once, because a guy that I fell in love with treated me like dirt, and he went through two months without talking to me. He acted like everything was supposed to be okay. I didn’t hear a word from him.

I finally got so depressed, that I took all of my dad’s medication..

I was then sent to a therapist and was prescribed.. what’s the medicine called.. LexaPro.

The 2nd time, was because of the same guy, but also from things that I have done and I regret, and I couldn’t do it anymore.

I then took all of my LexaPro that I had, around 69 to 71 pills.

I was rushed to the emergency room, and I had a seizure.

I was then placed into an adolescent facility.

I was there for a week, and then was able to come home..

I’m now on Lamental and Zoloft..


But.. here lately.. I’ve been feeling distant from everyone.

The suicidal thoughts are back, and I’m scared there’s going to be a third time.

I don’t want to tell my friends and family, because I don’t want them worrying.

But, I feel as if I have no one to turn to or talk to.

I push everyone away.. I sleep all the time. I do absolutely nothing.

I hardly hang out with my friends anymore.

I feel so.. Alone..

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