I want to hide. I want to cry. But right now i feel even more dead than before. I wish he was here to tell me that everything will be okay. That he would hug me tight and stroke my hair to conforted me. But i cant get that. He isnt here. I wanna die. I wanna hang myself from my tree. I dont want to see another day. breath more oxygen into my body. Consently have chest pains, pain in lungs, headaches, sore throat,and other painful health. Why cant anyone just take a hammer and knock me out of my misery cause really. I dont want to hurt my best friend nor do i want to hurt him. But living isnt worth it anymore…
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I soooo get where you are at,mental anguishcand panic attacks and self hatred are really hard to cope with,,im on so many pills now im just numb im not saying meds are the answer but at the moment they are the onlyvthings between me and a steep cliff.i dont know what to say except just keep talkin we are all here listening and you are not alone^^