I have been with the same boy for a year and two months. I love him unconditionally. We have been fighting recently, we go to separate schools and it is difficult to see each other, between school and working and paying for gas. It gets tough. I drove out to see him yesterday and when I got there he ignored me. He didn’t say one word to me. So I picked up my stuff and left. I sat in my car and cried. Right when I was pulling away he came out and talked to me. I decided to stay for awhile until I had to work. Work is a whole different story. I’m the new girl I guess, and it gets tough. The owner of the company is so mean, not just to me but to everyone else. I was not feeling good at all when I went to work, from being let down by my boyfriend and feeling sick. When people called in for orders I missed a few letters in their names so it made it difficult to find their order when they came to pick it up. He yelled at me, and basically treated me like shit, like he always does day after day. I feel like if every job is like this then I would rather gypsy around and not work. Anyways when I came home my boyfriend said that he wanted to take a break. It is really hard for me to accept. I just feel so alone. I have plans in my life but I feel like there are to difficult for me  to achieve. I want to be a fashion photographer, and day after day my parents put me down and say that I will never be able to accomplish it. I know that should be a kick in the ass to show them I can do it, but I am so mentally and physically tired and I don’t want to do this anymore.
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bullshit
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Let the guy go, and find a new boyfriend.
Alot of boss’s just don’t know how to speak to employees, yet to take up for them, they have a responsibility to make a business profitable. Who knows maybe his wife told him she wants a divorce, who knows whats on his mind.
Is it possible to find new employment, some areas don’t have any work.
Photography is a tuff business to make a living much less become a fashion photographer.
Start working towards your choice of photography, it’s a goal.
Thing can work themselves out with time.
fuck, you have a goal?! hold onto that for dear life!!