About three years ago when I was 15 my life was miserable my dad and mom died in a car accident. I was the kid who stayed to the shadows. I had to be put in foster care the same day they died. No one adopted me and never even wanted to. I was an outcast. because I was a only child i got everything that belonged to my parents and when I when thru what was mostly junk I found my dad’s old revolver and one bullet I loaded the bullet and placed the barrel in my mouth I stopped and thought of all the good things in my life… there was nothing I pulled the trigger. I awoke in the hospital to the annoying beeping sound of my heart beat how did I survive well the barrel was not pointing close enough to my brain that was one mistake in my life.
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So do you regret the decision wholly or just the execution?
i dont regret any thing i did that night i i had another bullet i would do it again
I see… What happened to you after that night if you don’t mind me asking?
i had to goto the hospital first but i got no visators untill i was picked up and they said that im just wasting gas
as in they wish i would have done it right the first time instead of using car gas
any thing else u would like to know?
Wow so where are you now did they put you in a mental institution or just patch you up and send you on your way? Sorry for asking about something painful but my plan is to shoot myself friday when I get paid and can afford a gun. I can’t help to be curious.
they tried to put me in a mental institution but i ran from washington all the way to idaho and now have a house more like a tin shed this man soold to me and i found this computar and the guy had internet so now i live in a shed in boise… and a dog that stays at my side and hid us in the woods next to a cable station
the questions are good my dog is of some were eating some thing and i dont sleap unless its warm
Do you work? Do you have any physical draw backs?
hahaha ya my neck has a hole in it because it didt heal right but other then that know becase it just whent thru mussle not the bone
hello, ahh this might be a little strange but I wish to talk to you emokid, just as friend…I’m 16 and curious and I know i might sound like a weirdo but if u really need someone to talk to could you email me, at johhnyboysmif@hotmail.com I honestly have questions to ask 2… the sun follows…=D
Like an actual hole that you could stick your finger through? fascinating… and it doen’t affect eating or talking?
Lol My boy went on deployment and while we was running the M240B a stray bullet clipped it and hit through his cheek. He got the purple heart for it.
No way. A gun shot in the mouth would leave you either A) dead or B) with your skull blown out and severe facial disfigurement. Just google for images!
How then did you get a hole in your neck?
Not convinced this is genuine people.
I believe you might have been shot, but I gotta say the rest of your story sounds kind of far fetched. But fuck it, I’ve seen so many weird fuckin things in this world that wouldn’t even hit the top ten… so enjoy your shack, Bro. Call me if your ever throwing a house party.
TC Hahahahahaha! You are so funny!
Ty, I try. That joke I told the other day was prolly the low point of my career but I’ve come up with some new material I think you all my like it…
Most definitely 🙂 x
@TC if it was a joke can I stop looking for my keys now?
Lol I’d stop if I were you. Remember if it doesn’t return it was never meant to be…
if u do not beleive me well all i can say im sorry for that and wished u did.
and 54321 ur wrong becase it didt hit the bone it my muccele and the wound got a infection witched stopped the healig to be complete for a whille
I looked after a guy once who shot from left to right and survived,he was of course blind and desided hed try and make a go of his new life he had little holes on both sides of his head i never asked the caliber it cant have been a shotgun for sure so yeah i beleive you gun shots are survivable but leaps from cliffs practicing a 360 are surely not that is my prefered method after a bit of dutch courage…
thank you for you beleiving me
I dont.
But i likev the crow.(cool movie)
that is your choise im sorry about that but the truth is the truth and im not gonna lie
What? Was it air gun?
im sorry that you find me lying
and no it was my dads revolv er from dessert storm
the revolver was a Colt Single Action Peacemaker