Generali tried and i failed..but i’m still winning! by Kitty 10/5/2011 written by Kitty 10/5/2011moral of the story.. at least i’m high as fuck.. (uppers)7 comments 0Related postsFor My Little Brothers 8/18/2019 8/17/2019Overdose 8/17/2019Do you hate them too? 8/17/2019Im afraid of living.. next step.. 8/17/2019Ungrateful 8/16/2019helpless 8/16/2019It seems wrong 8/16/2019Pain feeling 8/16/2019Have you been “used” just bcz you’re kind??? 8/16/20197 comments LeakyRainCloud 10/5/2011 - 12:07 pmi didn’t sleep last night. i could hardly breathe. (right. or at all.) my sister is upstairs. my mother hardly down the hall. who would have found me..?it’s hard to get back on your feet.. once you fall. and i thought i was losing the fight.. to “break on through to the otherside”.!and i’m sitting in school now. what wonders Drugs can do to help someone survive. (at least through a night) they were intended to be an aide. the method i used to try and take my life. pills and alcohol.. they don’t mix well..but i somehow broke the spell.. (still feeliing high as hell although i’m down so low..) but since i survived.. might as well enjoy the fact.. at least, while i can still garb on to that last bit of rope.. (please do not give me false hope..)i do feel bad though.. which is quizzical. it’s even worse of a feeling when you do not succeed. what you had to do.. mind.. body.. and did something selfish before you could even get such an opporunity, to do said selfish act..i wish i knew why i felt bad.. maybe because i failed.. that would at the very least.. be a logical explaination.. Log in to Reply LeakyRainCloud 10/5/2011 - 12:08 pm(and as i was up all night.. i was writing. legitimately.. for hours on end. until the sun rose. and it began to sound like a poem.. and the into just writing down my thoughts. for i cannot properly process my thoughts..last night.. nor can i currently..)my thoughts need to be re-read and revised. :/good day to everyone. wish you were all here with me.floating on cloud 9. Log in to Reply Protoryu 10/5/2011 - 3:25 pmYayy for drugs……<3 Log in to Reply one_day 10/5/2011 - 4:05 pmGood to see yr being productive. FYI pills are a terrible way to go out but glad yr having fun Log in to Reply LeakyRainCloud 10/5/2011 - 5:25 pmawh. thanks. wish i did OD though.cause i’m REALLY not looking forward to the crash. haha. gonna be super burnt out. Log in to Reply TC 10/6/2011 - 1:08 amFUCK WHAT YA KNOW, ITS WHAT YA HEARD! WHAT WHAT! Log in to Reply divisionday 10/8/2011 - 8:40 pmYou just gotta love drugs! Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.