I’m not a goddamn poet, just decided to make my crappy uncreative version of a poem.

I want to…
Hold her tightly
When she’s sad
Cuddle her warm body
Her soft, smooth arms
Her long, pretty hair
Her cute, amazing eyes
Guide her sweet lips
To my lips 
And make her feel so alive
Maybe I might feel the same
Too bad though
She’s my cousin
And my brains so fucked up
Or maybe it’s my heart
Since it broke a good 3 years ago
And wasn’t repaired right
So I can’t figure out who to love
Or what love really is anymore
My heart has a void
My throats gets an odd sensation
A longing to hold her in my arms
At the very least to hold her and
Make her feel safe
Make her feel loved
Like her warmth would
Mend my heart the right way
So I can love the right way again
I wish she wasn’t
Related by blood
So we can intermix
In love
But like I always say……
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Life ain’t a fairytale……………… 
<) (my deranged heart)