Bitter feeling, freezing
Question? Life without reason
sleep without dreaming
Some touch for feeling
Others touch for pleasure
I, numb touch in curiosity
No one knows the unknown
Brings fear to their faces
The bright light when your eyes awake
Faded, faded into dark blue
Inevitable tears, soaked
been swimming in a drowning pool
Last breath, unconcious, death
The end to end.
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hey look up ‘ intentional communities ‘ , there’s bunch of different kinds, group/communities living up iin the mountains or in nature like hippies, growing there own food and stuff, living like hippes or whatever, and just… chiillll, as close as it gets to joining a cult? i guess haha but not really… i just applied for 1, set on a uninhabited tropical island haha,,, man imagine if i got in….
http://directory.ic.org/maps/?ecovillages=true
i sent you a link it’s ‘ awaiting moderation ‘
simply beautiful. <3
Thank you leakyraincloud
@x-boy Oh i hope you get it, this is exactly what i need a vacation from everything and life. I would like to live there forever though. Haha imagine live forever :/ those world don’t even exist in my vocabulary.
Mhmm we should apply to the same place, it would be refreshing to chill with someone who understands
howdy, i hope i get in too, thanks ^^ .. if not there’s bunch of others i can try to apply for.
the 1 i applied for (the island), you have to be 18 or older though, and i heard you’d mention you were 17, but i don’t know they might make an exception and consider it for you maybe . mhmm. Do you have yahoo messenger or something like that, i can send you more information if you want. ha,
but mhmm, iono this is kind of a last resort thing…. it might be too radical. I’d suggest you try to work things out at home, im sure things will work out fine in due-time. Have you tried talking to your mom about how you’ve been feeling ?
Yesh you can contact me @ dnc0194@aim.com
I have it the past but nothing was ever done, and know i just can’t find the words to explain myself, my emotion just control me and they are sad very sad.
How have you been??
I think you’re going to have to try again (to talk to your mom) i’ll try to help you take that small step if anything.
I sent you an email by the way.
and … i havent been very well …. but, that’s normality for me