I feel lonely… But I don’t do shit about it. I want to ask Janel out, but it’s really hard to do. Well then. I’m here to hopefully soothe my want to be with a cute girl. What’s up with this urge to be with one. It’s not a sexual desire. I don’t know. I prefer dying than to suffer. Well then I guess teenage drama and I guess nO reason to die over a loveless teen life but that just adds to the weight of shit. I guess I’m just looking for a good reason to keep going. I am the type to ***** out of death but doesn’t mean I always will. I need a reason to live. Still searching for one. Growing up getting a job so I can stay in debt isnt a great idea. Have a good time every once in a while. Not worth the shit. Especially when alone… I will go to war unless the government decides to kill us already.
The dark knight on october 28th 2011 is 3 weeks away. Also the federal reserve charter ends in December 21st 2012 end of the world. Spent my whole life in school. Gay ass shit…
Let’s all suicide…
“You live by the hand you’re dealt…” seems like a good quote. Too bad many of you just hate the suffering. Won’t live by it no matter what. Sorry my depression went away for a while. Give me an hour and I will be back to my usual self (most think it’s an unusual state of being but pretty normal to him)
Nothing left to say I guess… Off to bed, bye… Tell Rogue I said hi
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Rogues says hi
I get what u mean, of all the time in your life, with all the fucking nonsensical weight of adolescence and trivial teenage shit and getting usless qualifications that dont actually say shit about who we are and what we are capable of, this has got to be the worst possible time to have a mental breakdown. I guess on top of everything else this is the time when you see the system with fresh eyes but with understanding of what it is.
Look i probably wont be able to offer any solutions or really give you any useful advice but if you want to get it all off your chest then just give me an email at lauriejohnson@hotmail.co.uk im a good listener, i wont judge and i can at least tell you what id do in your situation, we dont need to talk about anything you dont want to but i think it could really help for you just to kind of have a ***** about it all. Hope it works out 🙂