my mind dreams for me, my thoughs on reality.

It seems my dream are braking into my reality
Sleep became my escape when life becomes to hard to bare
That my eyes glaze cold of death, blank stare
that inside is dead
There is no soul looking through the face , facing you
the life-mares makes the runing endless when your minds the enemy
Sometimes i wonder if it the world or just me,
Cause though i feel betrayed by socitey the people around me seem to surive much better then me.
It make’s me feel hopeless that no one feels they should die , and escape with the lost souls
The more i feel more alone, no one understand, they all just want us to live, live with out me.
You see me for minor part of the day, the rest im lock up, away , away from life.
there reason to live is to remember the little moments in life that make us happy, but what about the big moment that make us sad, are we just to forget?
when i’m alone i cry , to stop the pressure i’ll sleep,
The worst is dreming about reality and wake up to reality.
Escape beyond life beyond dreaming.