I don’t know how much longer I can get up in the morning and hide the fact that I just want to get it over with. I know my past decisions have made my life what it is today, and nothing I do can change what I should have done differently in the past. Regret hurts, it’s like having a hole in my chest and sometimes I can’t breathe. It’s getting harder to pretend that tomorrow will be better when I know it wont, I know there is nothing I can do to make up for the regret.
I regret not doing better in school or continuing my education, […]