Ive done it again. I know I should not self-harm but I just love the feeling. I’m addicted to the pain. Not a good thing. I like the pain that go thrugh my body when I self-harm. I dont know how to stop. Any tips? I do it cause I’m addicted to the pain and it helps when I’m sad.
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i find that i always go back to it, always – cause the reality is, im still sad, until im not sad then i wont want the pain. hope it not to bad though.
Inflict pain into other things. Destroy things. Vent that anger.
Or you can take up boxing. Badass sport that inflicts good pain on yourself.
I feel the same. If I am so incredibly upset it makes me focus and my pain real. I promised a friend I wouldn’t and I haven’t and it’s been a couple of weeks. However I think about it constantly. I sit holding a blade and want to but because of my friend I can’t. I don’t think this resistance will last much longer though. How can something so cruel feel so right? Are you punishing yourself? I feel I must be punishing myself…. I don’t even believe in religion freak imagine if I was Catholic original sin would have me crucified *pardon the pun 😛
Cut up some fruit and vent it all out on a watermelon! That’s what my chum does.