Self Pity

October 23rd, 2011by screaminfetus

What a useless emotion… I have kicked drugs, stopped drinking but I can not let go of this self pity and depression… Today I took a nap and upon awakening I did not have a desire to use or drink I just want to stop living… I don’t enjoy life as other people… I want to leave the present… i don’t like it here… the world sucks, government sucks and people suck… if i choose to die today i will hang myself… i will try to hyperventilate and then just tighten the noose around my neck… this should cause me to pass out so that I won’t feel the strangulation from the rope… i don’t know.. we will see i guess…

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