Should I move forward or give up…

  October 17th, 2011 by cws971

This is the situation I’m in right now… back in July I got my self into trouble with the law… I was in jail for a week then got bail, been on house arrest for 3months now, so either I goto trial to beat these charges, If found guilty I could be looking at a year in jail… or If I plead guilty 5 charges will be dropped and I plead guilty to 3 charges, spend 3months in jail and have 2years probation… If I goto all these appointments for anger management and alcohol program, I would get less time, probly a month or 2 in jail… I have server social anxiety and jail is the worse place to be… so for the last 3months Iv been so depressed I tryed to hang myself, and now I’m thinking should I end my life, is it worth living? I’m 24yrs old I live with my parents and on disability ‘ I dont even have my grd 12, I was happy before all this b.s and now I feel like my life is ruined……. since I cant leave my house and get out more to face my fear of social anxiety, it has gotten alot worse to talk to people I dont know…. life sucks!

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