The hope for real help.

Good time of day! My first post did not bring results. I’m not sure that helium help me to die. To purchase two helium tanks, I need to collect money half a year, denying themselves all over. I would really like understand the scientific basis of the method with helium. And in this post I will try to ask for help. The dramatic changes in life will help me positively exist in the future. I live in Belarus. At the moment I’m studying at the Faculty of Biology 2 course. Biology, my passion for a long time and has had some success. More than anything I interested in bioinformatics, molecular biology and genetics. But, unfortunately, extremely difficult to given by me mathematics and languages. I have a quiet, calm nature. Pleasing appearance. And I’m quite single-minded people. But the problem with the study of foreign languages, as well as unrequited love will not let me live a normal life. I would really like to go to another country where I can forget about the old problems and devote his time to study and work. I understand that it takes a lot of effort. And I’m ready for it. I hope this site has people who can help me or let you know someone who can help me. I hope that my sexual orientation is not a hindrance. (I’m gay). This is the last chance to change lives. I want to believe that suicide is an extreme measure.