The day i have mix emotions. The day tht has finally came im fucking 16 >x < great just fucking great. Now i am just living in great fear.
He would say, 'How funny it will all seem, all you've gone through, when I'm not here anymore, when you no longer feel my arms around your shoulders, nor my heart beneath you, nor this mouth on your eyes, because I will have to go away someday, far away…' And in that instant I could feel myself with him gone, dizzy with fear, sinking down into the most horrible blackness: into death.†-Arthur Rimbaud
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OoOo c’est ton anniversaire ? 16 daMmnn, congratulations
lolz whatever that says thank you xD i take latin so i barely understand other languages
Happy Sweet 16th.Mke sure you get drunk and wasted 🙂
lolz thanks i dont drink O: i will get wasted one Juice though :3
go on, have a bit of cake at least. Blowing out the candles is the only way you get your wish
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Sorry I didn’t get you anything…
dont be sorry im not getting anything anyways it was either food or my presents i doubt im getting a cake either. This just seems to be another day and not my birthday.
It’s aight, I haven’t celebrated my own birthday for years. Lol I usually don’t remember my birthday till a few days after.
I do want to get you something though. Any chance I can get a mailing address?
nah i usually have to spend my own birthday money on gifts :L. If i never founded this website, have supporting friends or best friends, and a loving boyfriend. This would had been the day my life would had ended.
I want to change your birthday up for once. I think you should get a present from someone else for once. One of those present you shake it and you know it’s somethin mad lame but it’s the thought that counts, at least that’s what you tell them, so you don’t hurt their feelings. I got my ass kicked once for telling someone I didn’t like the Christmas present they got me. I was just fuckin around, I didn’t how much it meant to them that I accept a fuckin sweater jacket with a wack colorful skull on it. I actually ended up wearing it all the time.
nice. I would had what im feeling and lie about it no matter how good or bad it is.
I know you would cuz your jus a good person like that. I know exactly what to get you too.
why get me something? My birthdays been sucking for years? it seems like being borning is just a selfish act. no one wants me here :L even i feel weak and im admited.
I want you here. Who am I gonna send birthday presents to?
I took a girl I work with for her birthday. I worked like a mutha fucka to give her a good birthday. I don’t think it went to well. She said she enjoyed it, but I ain’t stupid. Sorry to say, she prolly did like her birthday, but she just didn’t want to spend it with me. Maybe if someone else had given her that birthday, but they didn’t. The point is that nobody ever gets what they want for their birthday. But again you sit there and you lie to everyone’s face even though you don’t want the fucking homemade sweater cuz no matter how much love your aunt put into it, it still looks mad lame.
i have three aunts that i know of i havent heard them say happy birthday to me more than two years. I dont think they know it. They probably dont know that i even exist. I exist when they see me which barely happens at all. this is the day i fear the most the mixed emotions throughout the week. *sighs* all i wanted was death :L
You never get what you want for your birthday. I never get what I want. Fuck, I never celebrate my birthday. But again, that’s because nobody, even myself, ever remembers my birthday. Twenty bucks says I’ll even forget it next time and it’s on a holiday this year. I still wanna get you a present though. I’ll give you something that’ll bring that fake little smile up and I’ll tears in my eyes cause I know your just gonna love it, even when I leave and you just throw it with the rest of the useless shit you’ve gotten over the years.
I’m sorry your not close with your aunts. I feel bad cause my aunts always try to stay in touch with me but I don’t do much to stay with them.
Hey, if you have friends and a loving boyfriend it means some people are thankful for your existence. Don’t dismiss it so fast 😛
all the shet i gotten over the years was brought by my own birthday money. I know there isnt going to be stuff that i will get. But i gonna have to face the facts that my birthday is just full of shet. And i probably be like you just forget my birthday. Its not even important anyways :L
Your birthday is important. It’s your day. It’s like your New Years. No other holiday should mean anything to you. Of course no ones gonna care so much about your birthday. Their waiting for their own birthday to come around. And if you want people to know then go tell people. I gotten on a roof and yelled to everyone that I was a man before. You should yell to everyone that your 16 and tired of their shit. Just yell it, “FUCK THE WORLD!” Let everyone hear you whether they want to or not.
i did that last week but after this everything will go back to normal. I dread this day to come for months i was just hoping for it to pass like its nothing. I just live for 16 years known that someday either by my own hands or this painful feeling in my chest will finally take my life from me
I hate my birthday too. it’s xmas eve, so everyone either forgets because they are doing xmas family stuff, or they are out of town with family, or if they go out partying with me they pike really early because they have to sober up for xmas dinner and so I just get abandoned in a strange pub…
These days, I get the hell out of town when it’s my birthday, so I don’t have to feel bad about everyone forgetting. One year I went to visit an aunt in Paris. spent the whole day with her and she had no idea. One year my sister forgot as well.
I send load of stupid little joke presents to my family every year, usually when I’m on the road (because it’s always exciting to get things in the mail from foreign countries). The most I ever get is a text message. I’m not materialistic, it would just be nice if some people made a tiny bit of effort. It’s nice that you get money at least. Go buy yourself a cupcake.
i have friends that are twins and their birthdays is one xmas eve too. They would get something and vinilla coke.
I still wanna get you something though. But I don’t know your mailing address. All I know is that you live in Tennessee. I got a friend from Tennessee. She’s a mad fun person to party with.
really i dont do party nor birthday parties either.I havent had my own birthday party since like 4 or 5 years old :L
I’ve only had one birthday party in my life. I was in the third grade. I had a bowling party. It was cool. After that We always forgot about my birthday. Me and my lil bro never have our birthday celebrated because we never remember. But it’s all cool, it don’t bother me none. If you want a birthday party I’ll throw you one.
Why do they call it a sweet sixteenth, my sixteenth birthday party was depressing, I was a nihilist then and I am a nihilist now…life just gets you down.
Got chicken pox on my sixteenth
my birthdays were with my family. I never had friends over my birthday. I never had friends remember my birthday. Today is not a sweet sixteen. there aint nothing sweet about it.
What do you think my sixteenth birthday was like? I didn’t do shit. Same thing I did everyday. Just chilled the fuck out. I don’t even remember exactly what I did. I just didn’t do anything. I never do. I was kind of fucked up back then anyways, well a lil more fucked up than I am now…
im fuck by society and curprut by the minds ad actions of others. zomg my sister just play a song for my birthday and was singing it lolz wow xD what a day.
Only on your birthday…
xD very i barely expected that
Life’s full of surprises
it is very. At least i know what im going to do with my money
And I know what I’m goin to do with mine. I’m goin to go to Tennessee and see a girl named Alexis. Apparently, she just turned 16 and think’s nobody cares about her. I’ve actually never been to Tennessee, maybe she can teach me a thing or two.
Oh, and I’m goin to send you a birthday present.
lol which you dont have too. and what is there to teach i lived in tennessee for my whole life and i barely know anything about it 😛
Teach me something. You go to school right? What do they teach in Tennessee? Don’t tell me that, wait till I meet you then tell me. Maybe you should look up cool things about Tennessee, or even just interesting things, or just things you didn’t know, or things I didn’t know.
lolz alright xD
cant wait for the vist
I can’t visit you unless you give your information first. I do understand if you don’t want to because I am some stranger on the internet, that’d be mad weird. But I do wanna come and meet you, it’d bring somethin new to my life. I like meeting new people and I can take care of myself. Shit I wouldn’t tell anyone if a sixteen year old girl took control of me and just raped the shit out of me…
dont do something stupid cuz ur only ayear older then me. ur proably sick of hearing happy birthdays so im not gonna say it. but i will say im glad uve been alive for 16 years
@TC i been taught not to give our me privates to strangers O: so ish dontknow Q~ Q
@lost thanks ^ -^ your the first to congrades me for living for 16 years c:
You were taught well…
jup jup it would be nice to see you though :L v- v
Well then why not try to get to know each other before then? Email me, skype, call… I can call you anyways but my phones mad weird, to where you can’t call me.
i dont know how to use the email. i dont have skype and i dont use phones im just a very complicate child who lacks commication
Aight then I guess this site’ll have to do.
I’m pretty sure I’ve said this to you before but it don’t hurt to refresh I guess.
My names Tim. I’m 19 bout to me 20 on Thanksgiving. And I’m from Nebraska but am currently living in Japan.
If I remember right, which I’m pretty sure I do, your Alexis just turned 16 and live in Tennessee.
O: tee hee that is cool i wish my birthday was on a holiday
jup jup ^ -^
Oh and for because I miss talkin to her, Your names, your like 55 (or 45 I don’t think I remember right),. See I do remember the people I meet on this site. But for all I know you all could be lying to me.
My birthday’s been on Thanksgiving before but that’s not the holiday I’ll be reminiscing. The day i was born was the day the greatest man to ever live died of AIDS. Freddy Mercury. I’m gonna have a toast to him on my birthday, if I actually remember my birthday this year. And to you Alexis.
Anyways, I gotta go to bed. You have a good day Alexis. And happy birthday. I do have a present for you and I will find a way to get it to you.
hehe ^ -^ thanks again
@TC, you are way off…
I am 30 this year (but I have the looks and mentality of a fucking teenager, which can make been a ‘grown up’ very difficult sometimes), and currently living in Sydney centre. (definately not a small town gal). Done my time in London and NYC as well.
I don’t know how long I will last in sydney. I’ve been back since june, I’m dreadfully bored and feel the need to motivate myself and commit to a good money job for a solid few months, and then hit the road again. Problem is, everyone here is getting married and buying houses and squeezing out babies.. thought I’d try it out, but now I know that lifestyle just isn’t for me.